Thinking about Charlie

I’m not trying to be a bitch or anything.  I’m just… I haven’t a clue what’s going on.  Why is he so AWAKE.  He’s not like the others in my head.  He’s… different and it scares me.  Am I going crazy?  Not sure… but he’s so real to me. His eyes, his body… his feelings.  They break me up inside.  I melt and tense up.  It’s nuts.

This song is looping in my head and I feel him.  I feel him suffering.  I don’t know how much longer I can hold on like this.  I’m on the brink of madness.  He’s affecting me so.

Charlie…  can’t stop thinking about you.  I’m scared when you appear at your own will and I miss you when you’re gone.

26 thoughts on “Thinking about Charlie

  1. Pingback: 100 DoRaM: Day 53 – The Charlie – Fiction in My Head

  2. This Charlie is an icon, representing true happiness and meaning. Of course you want him to be found – he’s in your head. Of course he wants to be found – he’s in your head. He makes you smile, because he makes everyone smile.
    P.S. You make me smile. 🙂

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  3. superwifeandmummy

    You’re not going nuts my love.
    I don’t know what you are “going” 😉 but I think this intensity of reality to do with Charlie is a sign that he’s somehow going to be a big, big deal for you.
    Let him take you where you’re meant to go and don’t fight it.

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