I’m not trying to be a bitch or anything. I’m just… I haven’t a clue what’s going on. Why is he so AWAKE. He’s not like the others in my head. He’s… different and it scares me. Am I going crazy? Not sure… but he’s so real to me. His eyes, his body… his feelings. They break me up inside. I melt and tense up. It’s nuts.
This song is looping in my head and I feel him. I feel him suffering. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on like this. I’m on the brink of madness. He’s affecting me so.
Charlie… can’t stop thinking about you. I’m scared when you appear at your own will and I miss you when you’re gone.