24 days of random posts, great music, self-discovery and beautiful connections leading to this? Yes!
I’m having the time of my life and right now that’s all that matters. I’ve tried detoxing from WP today. It worked somewhat. Then again. Why would I want to do that!
I did spend some time with my mother and my two youngest. We watched the movie Lion. Had not done that in such a long time. Watch a movie on Netflix that is. My guts hurt from the amazing screenplay, exceptionally written. The cinematography! Damn good movie! Must see film!
So… albatraoz. Yep. I’m feeling it right now. You cry a little, you feel sorry for yourself, you connect way too much into everything in your day and then you wake up and say – Screw everything! I’m going to be me!
According to urbandictionary.com to be an albatraoz is to be a strong woman, or in other words a boss ass bitch.
Some of you have experienced being bossed around by me. You’ve gotten a dose of that. You know who you are. You know you like it! (*wink*) But more than anything to me this is an attitude. Something that if I look at you a certain way, you might become a little intimidated. LOL. If I say something shocking or nothing at all… it might surprise you and think it so unlike me. Yeah, it’s always the quiet ones. (heh, heh, heh!) On that note… I’m going to do my best to be unapologetically me from now on. Tangential or not… I’ma be me. Deal with that! Or… just… click away! (Sorry… I love y’all don’t click away!) I am who I am and I’m embracing that for day 25.
I’m at the quarter and I didn’t expect to get this far. I didn’t expect to have this much to say really. I read day 1 and I laughed so hard at myself. What happened there exactly? (She says, with her hand on her belly rolling around laughing.) I’m so far away from “discipline” but it’s been so much fun! I’m making progress on my novel, albeit slower than I expected, but it’s coming along. I’m not going to dwell on that. I’ve too many things going on in my life to just be working on the novel. But I haven’t lost sight of the light at the end of the tunnel. I’m just taking the scenic route and it’s so worth it. You are all so worth it!
I’m not a bitch. I don’t think. I’m spicy. YES! But I don’t bite. I’m actually rather sweet but I can have this attitude that bites… What the hell am I saying? So don’t know how to talk about myself properly. (Blushing, wanting to hide under a rock right now.) I have an adrenaline rush from this bitchy attitude, though. Shaking to a beat and so wishing to rewind time and find myself with a friend at a club dancing (you know who you are). Just letting lose and being a little wild without worrying what anyone else thinks. Wouldn’t that be sweet! (*wink*)
So basically, this is one giant TANGIENTIAL torrent thought. Not apologizing for that! I’m just going to embrace it because… I’m an ALBATRAOZ!
I’ve been wanting to include this treasure of a kick-ass beat for a long time. I’m so glad to fit this in for today. This beat is featured in Book 2 – MarJo. I know. Hurry up and finish Book 1 crazy woman! I will! Don’t get your panties in a wad over it! It’s coming. But for now, kissing your soul with this beat. (Aron Chupa is a god of a mixer and Nora is so hot in this.)
Love y’all so much, my guts hurt!
Thank you so much for sticking around this long.