I’ve been very ba-humbug about this Xmas. Sorry but it’s an Xmas to me. I’m not saying, don’t go being happy and all. I’m just saying, I’m in a bit of a mood about it. Seeing people spend so much money over frivolous, thoughtless, material essential nothings, makes me kind of sick to my stomach. I’m really torn between being happy and just looking at what’s around me and like… almost wanting to throw up. Whatever happened to loving one another and wanting more for the other than yourself? I’m not talking about stuff! We don’t need any more stuff! Why has this season got me so unnerved like this? I mean it should be a happy time. Right? But I’m feeling just a bit sad. I feel like somewhere a long the line we’ve lost touch with what’s really important. What truly matters… the heart.
If you are religious (Respect!) this holiday should mean more than the money you spend. If you’re not (Respect!), then it should mean at least… peace, spirit of giving… spirit of sharing. Breathe sigh… spirit of loving. Loving encompasses everything that is kind, caring and peaceful. Not saying much else. these days have been interrupted by the holidays and I just want to say… I love y’all for coming by each time, day. Thank you.
Whatever your situation… wish you love and peace in your everyday.
Don’t mind me. I’ll get over this by tomorrow and the loud will disappear into a sweet whisper. For now… this.
Y’all are amazing for sticking around this long!