Soundtrack of my heart

I chose the sounds that ache in me now

I delivered musical notes to the sky

Soaring to heights I didn’t know I could

Open, unashamed and hopeful

Now…

I am alone standing in puddles I created

Soaking my feet in pins and needles

Hot coal residing in my chest in a constant loop

The stream of daggers on repeat for my pleasure

Echoes of the possibilities that were

A lullaby croons the soft edges that stab me

Dull… sharp tones penetrating feels

My soul swaying to the tears of a different tune

Hitting play…

Over, and over, and over again… manually

Hurts

© 2018 Mel Gutiér





Fear of the Water

(Lyrics)

Some ancient call
That I’ve answered before
It lives in my walls

And it’s under the floor
If this was meant for me why does it hurt so much
And if you’re not made for me then why did we fall in love
A knock at my door
I thought I was alone
Unaware of what I thought I needed
I dropped like a stone
If I’m not mistaken then I was the last to know
And if you return for me I’d never want for more
You’re dislocated, don’t be like that
And you smile when you dive in, like you’re never coming back
So hold my body, yeah hold my breath
See your face when I black out, I’m never coming back

Fear of the water

You’re dislocated, don’t be like that
And you smile when you dive in, like you’re never coming back
So hold my body, yeah hold my breath
See your face when I black out, I’m never coming back

Fear of the water

You’re dislocated, don’t be like that
And you smile when you dive in, like you’re never coming back
So hold my body, yeah hold my breath
See your face when I black out, I’m never coming back

Fear of the water

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