Never be the same

Well… that didn’t take me very long.  Did it?  It feels like forever.  Anyway… the whole idea of being under construction is to deconstruct myself so that something new comes out.  However, I am still me.  If something new is going to come out it is in my writing.  Am I going to be a better person?  Yes.  I think so.  However, I am still me.  The Mel I have always been with just a bit more traction, still a hopeless romantic, maybe a more seasoned romantic… not as naïve.  Whatever that means.  I just know that all of a sudden, I have this burst of feelings and emotions that I didn’t expect to get back so soon.  My life is complicated right now but here… is where it doesn’t have to be.  I am grateful for here… this blog… my little piece of the universe.

So I guess… I’m back?  ROFL!  Yes… that was a question.

I’m journaling a lot.  Might post some here and on Soliloquy.  So stay tuned.   For now… feeling this song… getting all mushy about it.  I can’t help it. I’m a deep romantic.  Hurting even feels good to me when it is a result of romance… if love had anything to do with it… it should hurt.  It hurts a great deal.  So… I’m smiling.


I’m still so in love! Dammit!!!

35 thoughts on “Never be the same

    1. OMG… do you not sleep dear lady? LOL. Thank you for your kind words. I’m a bit of a mess but I’m happy. In a weird fork the universe kind of way. I feel good. Like the universe is doing its thing and everything will align itself. I hope.

      Hugs to you!!

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    1. LOL! I’m not sure about fabulous glory but… I’m back in some sort of shape. I just have to write.

      On that note… I just got this bright idea that I need to do a prompt. I used to be afraid of prompts. Like deliciously sweaty palms and anxiety bolts like. Hmmm…

      I can get a prompt from anywhere. But since you were here while or whilst I thought of it… how about you give me one. I will do my best to do your linguistic self proud. 😉 Can’t guarantee brilliant work but that is what this scheisse is about. Practice makes perfect… or something close to it. Right?


      1. Okay, whew! Firstly, so glad you sre back. HELLO🤗🤗🤗 Now, you have really give me a challenge! What about ‘rock solid? It could be literal or metaphorical. Can’t wait to see what you come up with! I am so touched to be the one you chose!!!

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      2. You’re adorable. Rock Solid? Okay! Here we go… By the way… Do you have an actual name? Initial? Still anonymous. Sorry for being nosy. I love “She” though. Very charming. I’m using a pen name myself.

        Thanks for your contribution to this here humble blog.


      3. Okay… email is fine. You’re very interesting my friend. You remind me a bit of Novus. Yet you are completely opposites. In some ways maybe. She no doubt has good taste in friends. 😉 I hope I’m still one of them. LOL.



      4. 😊you are very kind! I wonder why I remind you of Novus?

        You may be able to guess the reason for setting up this email from the name🙂 it has come in handy though😁 look forward to hearing from You, it may take me a little time to get back. I am pretty time short at the moment!


    1. LOL! What am I to do about my craziness! 😅

      Hey! You write too damn much! What are you? A robot! Please say no. 😉

      I shall never catch up and dare I say I’m a bit intimidated by your prolific waves. 😲

      Lol! Hugs Mike!


      1. Just roll with it. As long add your not hurting animals children or yourself itll work out in the end and if it doesn’t work out its not the end.

        Im no robot but I am somewhat sleep deprived… turns out i like this writing shit

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    1. Ummm… I’m at a point that I could live without it. I just don’t want to. Breathe sigh… sometimes you just have to let the universe do its thing. That’s what I’m doing. Life is happening regardless… so just gotta move along with it.

      Hugs to you!

      Thanks for your words.

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