Well… that didn’t take me very long. Did it? It feels like forever. Anyway… the whole idea of being under construction is to deconstruct myself so that something new comes out. However, I am still me. If something new is going to come out it is in my writing. Am I going to be a better person? Yes. I think so. However, I am still me. The Mel I have always been with just a bit more traction, still a hopeless romantic, maybe a more seasoned romantic… not as naïve. Whatever that means. I just know that all of a sudden, I have this burst of feelings and emotions that I didn’t expect to get back so soon. My life is complicated right now but here… is where it doesn’t have to be. I am grateful for here… this blog… my little piece of the universe.
So I guess… I’m back? ROFL! Yes… that was a question.
I’m journaling a lot. Might post some here and on Soliloquy. So stay tuned. For now… feeling this song… getting all mushy about it. I can’t help it. I’m a deep romantic. Hurting even feels good to me when it is a result of romance… if love had anything to do with it… it should hurt. It hurts a great deal. So… I’m smiling.
I’m still so in love! Dammit!!!