Ending MELancholy Monday – Broken

There were times when I would breathe you in and I would have to hold my breath to keep my lungs alive.  My naked body against yours.  There was no end to us, tangled up like that.  It was real, it was strong… it was fucking amazing!  No ache that ever took place in me felt as good as when you danced inside me like that, deep and passionate.  Gasp!  Your kisses!  You suffocated me with your mouth.  It was a sweet little death under your breath.  Your fingers turned my pages feverishly.  My thighs would grow jealous.  You couldn’t get enough.  I… I wanted you so much, all the time.  I drank the liquor of your breath.  You made me bleed in colors pink, red, raspberry chocolate… dark candy.  Candy.  I was sugar and you were the flame that turned us into an explosive caramel. I miss you terribly!  I’m not going to lie.  It is the hurt that binds me to the memory of you, the musk that intoxicated my head until it was blurred with delight.  Oh… you had me.  You had me so good.  I was yours for a temporary eternity.  WAS.  You couldn’t wait… forever.  Forever couldn’t wait for now and tomorrow wasn’t going to come.  I had no choice. Did I?  You gave me no choice but to end it, end us.  Truth is, it was only your kiss I loved, only your body I wanted.  I knew it from the start.  Your head didn’t match the complexity of our hot fire mess in bed.  It didn’t.  I just took too long to realize it.  I did it for us.  For the good of the whole.  We ended.  We finished.  We seized to exist beyond the bed we made.  My tears are all that is left of an us that should never have been.  They tattoo the burn of longing on my face.  The traces, scars of the painful fumes that you caused me to inhale.  You fucking broke me!  Damn!  I really… really miss you.

© 2018 Mel Gutiér


I’m wide open
But don’t I please you anymore?
You’re slipping away from me
You’re drifting away from me

I’m wide open
But don’t I please you anymore?
You’re slipping away from me
You’re drifting away from me

Slow me down
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me

Slow me down
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me

I’m wide open
But I couldn’t see it anymore
You’re drifting away from me
You’re slipping away from me

I’m wide open
I’m wide open
I’m wide open

One day just gonna see me
Look back and forth from the ceiling
(I’m wide open)
Some day love’s gonna hurt me
Turn back and soon I’ll believe it

Slow me down
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me

Slow me down
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me

I’m wide open
I’m wide open

Slow me down
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me
It’s getting away from me

 

31 thoughts on “Ending MELancholy Monday – Broken

    1. You are killing me!! I mean for serious! Thank you so much for your lovely words!

      It means the world to me. Great loving minds think alike! 😉

      So much love and hugs to you!! 😍😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😚

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    1. OMG! Ivor! Your words made ME cry. My dear man. I was not actually hurt. I might have some experience. But I was not me in this soliloquy, but a character I conjured up.

      The trick is to read my tags. 😉

      Hugs to you my dear man. I don’t want to owe you anymore tissues. 😍😘

      And now here it comes… I’m glad it touched you! My job was done!

      Heh heh heh heh heh heh – 😄

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      1. Just so you know you’re musings blog is the parent blog, so you all your comments will be seen there. Your followers however, need to be aware of your other blog if that is the one you are using.

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      2. I can’t stop laughing!!! You are too cute! Listen… that is an idea. Yes. you could do that or you could just rename your musings blog and move everything there. It is up to you my friend. My Gabriel post will be a wash though. The link is to musings. LOL. I will change it to whatever you decide. LOL!

        Still laughing! Hugs!

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    1. LOL! It was a delicious cake. Unfortunately I let it get to my thighs and stomach and other unmentionable places. Well… I had to end it. Delicious and creamy isn’t always good for you. Muuaah!

      I loved your comment!!! So good to see you! Hope you’re well. Hugs!

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