I might be a bit dramatic when it comes to my characters. Charlie is… special. I can’t help it. I’m overwhelmed when it comes to him. *Sigh*. There were times when he is all I could think about. This is from September 19, 2017. I’m such a nerd thinking about my Charlie!
I’m not trying to be a bitch or anything. I’m just… I haven’t a clue what’s going on. Why is he so AWAKE? He’s not like the others in my head. He’s… different and it scares me. Am I going crazy? Not sure… but he’s so real to me. His eyes, his body… his feelings. They break me up inside. I melt and tense up. It’s nuts.
This song is looping in my head and I feel him. I feel him suffering. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on like this. I’m on the brink of madness. He’s affecting me so.
Charlie… can’t stop thinking about you. I’m scared when you appear at your own will and I miss you when you’re gone.