I am she and she is me

The way to her heart is dark Hides in secret under rocks Dampened melancholy whispers Whispered... whisper... whispers The sound of the rain tapping... tip... tip... tapping She closes her eyes wide... to a reflection unlike... Drowning Flood gates crashed and caused a burn Quiet vicissitude weighing heavy on her spirit As the wind pushes … Continue reading I am she and she is me

Navigating the void #6

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elxvnikFzGs I fall to pieces A soulless vagabond Wandering the void Jolts of sadness Exsanguinate my soul Stabbed by love’s stalactites Swimming in the pain Violent symphonies Shake my skin off Head spinning A nightmare of sonnets Birth a lethal cafuné Losing my mind Madness that lingers Imprisoned thoughts Rationing memories ©2019 Mel Gutiér

A stuttering heart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pH541v-ouag Sometimes I feel like the world will collapse over me. Like I owe it something, but I don’t know what. I keep myself safe by saying little. Little of what is stinging me. I swallow it so as not to intrude on the happiness living out there, loudly, hurtfully. I don’t want to be … Continue reading A stuttering heart

Navigating the void #5: Empty Crown — constant Variable

  https://www.youtube.com/embed/m_qlgFQs7E4?version=3&rel=1&fs=1&autohide=2&showsearch=0&showinfo=1&iv_load_policy=1&wmode=transparent via Empty Crown — constant Variable Absolutely loved this share. If you have not read Constant Variable... Go! It is so worth it. Those of you who have been following for a while know how much music inspires me.  Listening to this beautiful mix made me pour something out for my Navigating the … Continue reading Navigating the void #5: Empty Crown — constant Variable

Navigating the void #3

Isolation is my home I dwell in it with listless comfort Moldy thoughts empower weakness There is no dish to serve them up Buried in a cocoon of rabbit holes Where the minutiae of loneliness stifles I need only open the door A keyless lock laughs in contempt I fall to my knees imploring its … Continue reading Navigating the void #3